I'm better now after a couple or so weeks. It can get pretty scary at times though, I hope I can keep repressing it for as long as possible.

The amount of physical stress on the other hand is reaching sky high levels. The horrible weather, mounds of work, backlogs on my scheduling for studies and failure to complete things to my expectations is building up into self denial; at some point I'm going to break soon.

Still, some things in life that will always jumpstart you again!