Friday, June 14, 2013

Losing self-worth

... a painful process.

Yes, life's supposed to be full of challenges, but when you don't come out of each challenge feeling stronger but rather with an embittered self-worth it takes its toll on you.

Is it because I'm not worth the attention or because I'm just that useless? Surely if there was some value in it you would go for it. I wish I could easily and painlessly break apart those bonds that soured or became ill-fated.


Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Days slipping by

I nearly nearly nearly got the day of BBI semi-finals wrong (thank goodness I didn't) but on the bright side it was a motivational point to do well for it, now we actually stand a fighting chance! I did up a pretty troll powerpoint and it impressed the judges quite a bit (I don't even know why they are considering our idea)


Anyhow, on the same day I had my NS checkup. To be honest it was a pretty scary experience, I haven't felt that exposed in awhile (just a personal quirk) but nevertheless it was pretty painless. The doctor for the blood test is such a genius, I didn't even feel a pinprick even though the needle was like 3x thicker than injection needles. The wound is totally gone and the icky feeling was gone within the hour!

This week was an attempt to study hard, so far it's been decent (Tuesday being the exception because I went to celebrate Qinze's (and Cristy who didn't turn up :( ) birthday! Captain Nom treated us all to sakae sushi and I kinda finished like 20 plates of sushi (a small exaggeration only but well it was worth it #yolo)

Mugging with a cute tiger tomorrow :) she's insane and at times unbearably girl-egoist but I guess it's just how she does things! Makes me feel all fluffy when she does her cute actions though ;)

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